Hot damn every time I play Symphonia again Zelos gets more interesting
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THIS HURTS ME THIS HURTS ME DEEP. ALSO SPOILERS BECAUSE I JUST NEED TO RANT ABOUT ZELOS
AND IT HONESTLY MIGHT NOT MAKE SENSE im so sorry in advance
Zelos is such a deep character in my opinion. yeah he’s shallow when it comes to looks, and just shallow in general. he’s perverted, But everyone in the group just believes he’s only that. they, I think, forget that he’s ALSO a chosen. yes he’s obviously different from Colette, but the group considers that it’s not fair for Colette that it’s her duty to save the world, and when she failed the journey of regeneration, many people treated her wrongly. they forget that he could’ve easily been in the same spot. Colette hides her worries and fears, but they neglect that Zelos could be doing something similar, because he’s in the same category as her.
Zelos is extremely intelligent, be it book smart or not, I mean, he’s great at math, but everything else he’s not, but it takes someone sharp to persuade others to get to the top of your class. he’s also intuitive.
I think, in my honest opinion, Zelos was working with both cruxis and the renegades when you first meet him, because if you recall he always states he wants to be on the side that’s winning. I think he wanted to have a choice, between being with cruxis or not, to being the chosen or not. I think in his mind if anything were to happen to him, there would be seles. even dying was an “easy” choice for him, I think, mainly during the journey with everyone, he realized that even his “friends” didn’t respect him. but, at the same time, he didn’t let them in. He kept quiet about those personal feelings. I think when he met Lloyd, that was one of the few people he could actually call a friend, and eventually Zelos changed, he was almost dependent on Lloyd (which could be a reason why he always sided with him).
I think Zelos was mentally still a child, until he became friends with Lloyd. I mean, he never actually had a childhood, not like a normal child had. he was always expected to act a certain way, and knowing he had to be on eggshells, even with his own mother, and knowing he was never good enough, was hard on him. he was only a child when his mother died, and I think, with her last words being “you should’ve never been born”, broke him, and he mentally stayed a child until the moment he chose his friends over the “winning” side.
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....yeah. he does. not even going to deny it because it's true.
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*On tumblr around an hour ago* *nothing happening* *goes to play Symphonia chronicles* *checks phone* *has 50 plus notes* *couldn’t tell on which picture* *finds picture* *WONDERS WHY THAT OF ALL DRAWINGS IS RECEIVING NOTES* *NOTICES SMOSH REBLOGGED IT* *SCREAMS*
THAT DRAWING IS NOT WORTHY AHHHHHH
*continues to freak out while continuing to play Symphonia* *dies a little inside*